I AM A BIG, FAT FAILURE!!!!

I can't control my eating. I keep binging and purging. I've lost weight but it was probably all water weight. Therefore, I am still fat and I am still the same. I am fasting on the weekdays, only 200 calories if I must eat (i.e. I'm starving or I get made to eat). Exercising 30 minutes a day. 500 calories on the weekends. I need to do this, for myself. To prove that I am strong, that I can do it! Thanks Nyx!!!!!!